March 2011
Anger
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Is such a powerful emotion
it controls you and makes you do things you wouldn’t do normally
makes you do things you end up regretting
learn to control your anger before it controls you
the next time you decide to make a decision when you’re mad, think if it would be the same decision you would make if you were happy or in a normal mood
if it isn’t then don’t even bother because anger...
STAFF GAME?!
akaahhmiee:
i think im going to embarrass ackermann :) yaay~
THAT’S MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER! LOL. lets say it.
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Your mindset.
I really don’t know how to react when I see you. I’m not as comfortable to hang around you than before. I can’t tell if I’m scared of you. I feel like you hate me inside, or just dislike me in general. I’ve apologized to you countless times before. I can’t take back those cruel words I used against you in the past. I really don’t regret saying them but I...
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Iceskating.
Since sadies has been stressing me for the past few weeks, I’ve decided that we should all just go iceskating. It’s simple, affordable and more people can come along. Won’t have to go through all of the picking of which guy to ask from the group. It’s been a while since we’ve had our last sophomore hangout. I’ve made my decision. I will not stress out any longer...
February 2011
Continuation.
You know, I keep telling myself that you’re the last person I will ever like until after highschool but that statement seems so unreal. Honestly, you are truly important to me. I jump whenever you talk to me. I have this big goofy smile when you do. I like you because you know the different sides of me. I feel comfortable around you. I guess I’m the only one who felt the connection but...
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Driving.
Dad: If i had a machine gun, I would kill everyone on the street.
Me: LOOL WHY.
Dad: Because all these fucking people are stupid. They keep tailgating me and cutting my lane.
Me: Ohh wow hahah.
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I'm sorry,
for always being an over controlling bitch in front of you. I swear, everytime you’ve seen me, you always see me yelling, slapping people to the face, telling people to shutup and what not. I’m sorry for my rudeness.
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No.
Is it possible to be courageous without confronting fear?
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Locations.
I like taking pictures. Not so much of myself but of places I go and who I go with. If I were to ever go back to a place that I’ve already visited, I want something to remember of it. I stop visiting the places that were once a bad memory to me. That including PHmall, Los Robles Park, AMC 20 and specifically that street and house. I’m scared to face the fact that what I’ve done...
Potty break.
On the way to the restrooms, Pui was giving me a lecture on why cough drops are bad for you. They don’t work and they’re expensive. For me to just buy jolly ranchers and eat them instead -_- shiet. I think it helps though:(
Different.
Sometimes I really get upset when you bring up another topic when I’m telling you about my problems. I always get this message thinking that you get annoyed when I tell you things about him. Maybe it pisses you off the same way that person pisses me off. Idk, I feel like I have to hold back on some topics when it comes to talking to you.
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Contact.
It’s so strange that you go to the same school as me. It’s strange how we make eye to eye contact every other morning. How somedays we’ll end up wearing matching sweaters. How you always catch me off guard. How your best friend confuses me into wondering what you’re thinking about now. Has your feelings really changed? I looked back to that one myspace message years ago and...
vivianduong:
I’ll hold the door, please come in and just sit here for a while. This is my way of telling you I need you in my life. It’s so cold without your touch, I’ve been dreaming way too much. Can we just turn this into reality? Cause I’ve been thinking bout you lately, maybe you can save me, from this crazy world we live in. I know we could happen cause you know that I’ve been feeling...
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I am just like you.
I feel like when problems start to arise, my life is just plain shit even when it’s not so bad. I am way too self conscious about myself even when I’m not obese nor anorexic. I complain way too much and I’m selfish when it comes to sharing. I’ll tell everyone how much I hate a certain person and repeat my reasons why. I love to talk about the guy I like to others....
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Darn.
Taking the Mock SAT’s this saturday. I hate having to wake up early :( Sigh thank goodness, @iamtheHO reminded me.
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Sistur.
@jenn-pher doesn’t remember my face anymore :( Chlorine is damaging her eys. Boos, I’m sad now. My bestfriend sees me as invisible now. Jk. She’s not my best friend anymore. Sighh, I’m not going to visit her during swim practice on thursdays anytime soon. Too heartbreaking.
Idk if it’s Jenn-fer or Jenn-pher. One of URLs.
Throw paper in the trash can from a distance and...
what-the-michelle:
Start feeling like you can play in the NBA.
all the time dude !
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I'm not feeling well.
Throat is killing me. Cheeks are rosy pink. Temperature is rising. I’m feeling so weak. Both mentally and physically. I can’t think straight. My mind wants to focus on one things but instead I end up losing my train of thought. I’m not okay. After getting to talk about what happened between us, I just feel so down. I’ll try to find the strength to go to school tomorrow or...
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Plan B.
Luckily I actually took the initiative to go with my backup plan during lunch time. Kind of funny yet interesting when you start to come up with all of these ideas. I mean, it just flows. I think it’s going to be really funny when you see it. I’ll probably post up pictures and what not next week. Time to get working. Sigh, there’s just a whole lot of misunderstanding from people...
My feelings for you will never change.
jenn-fer:
No matter what happens.
whoosh.
Everytime I hear your name being mentioned, memories of us starts to hit me. Flashbacks from day one starts to appear. It will either bring me a lot of happiness or pain. Either way, it makes me realize how much I miss you. How I would totally want things to go back to the way it was before but I’ve made my mistakes. There’s no turning back.
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.
Crime shows never fail to fascinate me.
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Protect you.
If you were to ever have gone missing, I will do whatever I can to find you. I will rattle up the police departments. Post of flyers around the cities. Go to friend’s houses and ask when was the last date they saw you. Check through the phone records to see where you’ve made your last phone call. I don’t care how long it will take but I will find you. I’ve made a vow to...
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Cold cases.
Watched your little brother been kidnapped when you were 12. Got hit in the back of the head without notice while the whole neighborhood was watching. No one called the cops until after that van left. All you can hear is that little boy scream his lungs out for you.You have four witnesses. No matter how many times you messaged the police department, in two weeks the news got put out of the front...
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Custody.
Custody over a child. You’ve cut the Umbilical cord, held that baby when it was born, hugged it every night when it was scared, watched that boy grow up to be a toddler and etc.. Just because you find out that that kid is not your child doesn’t mean you love it any less. Although you’re not the biological father, you still have custody over it. It’s in the papers. By law...
@kevinyuen.
In fifth grade my guy best friend came to school with his eyebrows cut off. It was so short that it looked like he shaved them. Teacher asked why he did it and he said that he got bored. So I went home afterschool and cut off my right eyebrows. Honestly back then I was so curious I wanted to try new things so I did whatever I could to experience it. At every vision test I made myself seem like I...
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bang.
After every fail move with a guy, I’ll just move onto another one in the group.
